HOW DO I MISS THEE...

Let me count the ways...

• i miss you when i have to go home from work and its raining so hard and i have to brave the storm alone...
• i miss you when i feel sad and want to have my nails done...
• i miss you everytime there's a new movie out and i want to watch it with my movie buddy...it's just not the same w/o you there...
• i miss you everytime i want to rant and rave about the latest OTH episode...(i missed you most when i saw the season ender and i wanted to shout and cry and i knew that you'd be right there with me on that... :c)
• i miss you when i'm out with the gang...
• i miss you and our MISadventures...
• i miss you everytime you tell me of how your life is there and i want to be there with you just like you've always been there for me when life goes tough...
• mostly i miss you even for no reason at all...coz i was so used to you being there...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTINE!!!

I know it's two days late...but you know how i'm always late right! hehehe! Countdown to December begins...I'll see you soon...love you Just!

BER months are here!

Friends... it took me a while to figure this out. But Yey!!! I finally made it. Nabobo ako don!

Ohwelz, gotta let it out... I dont know if everyone got the text message from Tessa but there's more than just 2 in JF2 ok! But it seems like we are all DEDO! Ang panget!!! What's a blog for kung hindi naman nagagamit... it's like having a closet full of shoes and letting them all just sit in there. Or having all ur text books at ur bag every day and not reading any of them at all when your home on a school night... Or it's like having your deo at ur bathroom drawer but you still stink cos your just damn too lazy to put it on. See? None of those sound right, right? So might as well... people REPRESENT! Show our blog some love... ya dig? hahaha. JUZ kiddin!

Updates time! I am on my week long break from school, after this fall semester starts. I had a blast working during the summer classes. I was with kids most of the time, no complains on that.

On a personal, more me level, I am going through a lot of emotional happenings in my life right now. If my mood swings is to be the scale of an eventful life here... well im slammin!

Most days I am still an emotional wreck. I have fun and appreciate everything here. Really I do. But then there are days that are just.... wwwwwwhhaaaammmm BOOM! Im down. And the worst part is that I dont have anywhere to run.

This experience has totally been testing me to the core. It's like a boot camp to see how strong I am, on all aspects! The other day I was texting Tessa cos I wanted to call her only to back out when I was about to already. Most days it's like that, I soo want to hear a familiar voice and be able to get a taste of how home feels like but then again I chicken out midway through it. Parang it's too much for my soo fragile ofw heart. That same day I was on the train and was just in it for 3 rounds. Yep it's like goin through Monumento to Baclaran 3 times. It was night time here already and I just felt like I needed to go out... only to find out I had nowhere to go to when I was out already. So I just stayed there, I sat and was mostly consumed with my thoughts. Plus. Ive never been really the type who sits alone somewhere.( Never been able to eat out by myself or watch a movie or anything by myself, never done it, dint feel like doin it that night neither!)

So gurlies, consider yourselves blessed. Cos you all got each other there. I know partly we have this blog for updates cos some of us (ehem ehem Kathy Elyza) just cant be there physically for that... BUT! The rest of you are there and could always meet up for a nice tapsi lunch or joga dessert. So go do it! I dont care if everyone have work or anything, it just takes someone to text everyone to agree to meet up for anything.

I was also able to talk to Kathy and Im hoping she'd join in us for updates here soon. It's a big comfort for me to know that atleast I still have her around somewhere. One of these days when the going gets really tough you'll problie find me on your doorsteps to catch up on old times!

I miss all of you and even if I dont feel like it, somehow opening up this blog and putting in something here is comforting me. And so! Let the countdown begin! Just a few more days til all of us turn 23! hehehehe

misShing in action

yes ako ay buhay...grabe ang tagal na ng drought ko...alam ko sobrang tampo nyo and i don't even know how to make it up but then i realized we're no longer high schoolers and oftentimes a simple smile and a sorry will tell a lot.. :) hehehehe!! o eto na ang tagpi-tagping maiigling kwento ng buhay ko sa ngayon... bukas 9am flight na ni ate sharon to canada...malungkot kasi nauubos na ang mga kapatid ko. pero kailangan maging happy kasi she's happy to be with roger... nung isang araw naiyak ako sa fx on my way to work...bakit?hindi ko alam. basta i felt so sad. sad. i felt that there are a lot of things that i could have done but never did.. there is this guy sa office na super swabe, hehehe kaya lang me asawa na at si marieton pacheco ang wife nya, hehehe... something to think about: me nakapagsabi saken na if you never had a serious romantic relationship with someone and you're 20 yrs. old, that means that you have an attitude problem... me attitude problem nga kaya ako?! what do you think?... i even wonder, i can't see myself married 5 yrs from now. i see myself with someone but marriage?! good luck! is that weird? hay sobrang miss ko na kayo... nga pala days off are monday and tuesday nights ok?! at eto pa pala ang pinaka weird at nakakatawang scenario--- ONE YEAR na ko sa convergys nung july 8, hehehe... just, dami kong utang sayo... taga mo sa bato pwede na kong mag absent sa december!!! yan muna for now...:)

the NOTEBOOK...

naglilinis ako kanina ng kwarto...
at nakita ko ang tula na ginawa ko nung umalis si kathy...
ngayon para na din sya kay justine...
bata pa tayo nun...
nakakamiss...

JUST FOR FUN

i remember the days we were together

i remember our tears and laughter

i remember our foolish ways of having fun

i miss the old days when we're all together

to laugh our hearts out

to cry when troubles ar about

for now all i have are memories

the days when we're doing thing JUST FOR FUN

till you come back, we'll be waiting

till we can do things JUST FOR FUN!

naalala ko lang bigla nung nagbabasaan tayo ng tubig...

saya nun noh...

ang kulet...

miss ko na kayo lahat...

kwento naman jan...

-tessa